god, its been well over a year since i last updated this.

with this well overdue journal update comes a new devID and the promise that yes, i will start to submit art again.
i've long since laid down the pencils, pens, inks and pastels. its the camera that gets all my attention when it comes to art nowdays.
i'm sorry to disappoint you all


these past 14 months have been one hell of a roller coaster. but we are healing. i will never be able to forgive the woman who gave birth to me, never again call her 'mother', but i am past wallowing in the sorrow and pain she left us in. she is dead to me.

on a happier note, i want to thank all the artists on d.a., (i know that less than a handful of people will actually read this, but its the thought that counts, right?). hours are spent, every day, just sifting through, pouring over, absorbing, all the gorgeous, gorgeous art there is to be had on here.
from my heart, thankyou. you've helped me find the beauty in this world again.


i'm sick of feeling down, its time for a fresh start